Missing Goodnight

It has been like... 5 hours since Chase went to Download.

I know that isn't a lot but I already hate it

I already hate that I'm getting tired and I know when I sign off my laptop and I go to sleep I wont have 'Goodnight Leighbles, I love you. Xxxx'

I've had that for more or less a year now and it feels so... alien to have it just stop. No 'Goodnight Leighbles' and then, when I wake up, no 'Hallo Leighbles.' I really don't like it I miss all of this and all of him already.

I actually hate it.

I want my 'Goodnight Leighbles' every night, I don't want them to stop. I like him being the last person I speak to before I go to sleep and the first person I speak to when I wake up and I absolutely hate that this week it won't be like that.

Ughhh.